I saw Ghajini today. . .a wonderful film, multi layered film tat speaks volumes abt a lotta things. . .but it's not d movie I'm gonna talk abt. . .my focus was on d basic existence of d protagonist n man in general. . .a jetsetting business tycoon who has everythin goin right 4 him is reduced to reminders n photos. . .he no longer remembers his former smooth life, he has 2 b reminded of his very existence n everythin tat surrounds it. . .livin fm day to day, heavily dependent yet very independent. . .d purpose of his life, his new life bein d death of a person who ruined it all for him. . .an unfulfilled life for a long tym. . .

Yet, there's one thing tat he doesn quite forget. . .like Ali (read, a simply wonderful human being) says, people may forget us, they may even forget wat V did 4 them, but they never forget how V made them feel. . .even a person wid anterograde amnesia never forgets how one woman made him feel. . .I thot love surpasses tym, but it also seems 2 surpass sumthin else. . .life, memories, physical presence of d loved one. . .maybe a few more things I simply can't describe. . .don't think there's any need to. . .at sum point in our life, V'll hopefully all know dis feeling. . .

I never really thot there was anythin particularly gud abt me. . . I mean big deal so I don swear, don throw my anger around, I do my wk on tym blah blah blah, I mean these r things a lotta ppl have in them. . .so is there anythin 2 me tat really makes me unique? I didn think tat was ever a possibility. . . I mean I was plain Jane, I probably still am, but then a few angels, quite a few mind ya, who made me realize wid tym tat there's more 2 me tat even meets my eye! N now I'm able to see it. . . I've not really been told my gud points as such 'coz those who saw it didn really think it was imp 2 tell me tat. . .n 2 b frank I didn think they were imp either n neither did I realize how imp it was 2 give positive strokes 2 ppl. . .until recently. . .

Needless 2 say, it's an amazin feelin n more so, much more so, wen others point it out 2 ya rather than U figurin it out urself. . .d feeling of being valued, acknowledged n loved, it can build ur self esteem even if U've never really had it ever! Oh there r jus too many ppl 2 thank 4 dis n I don have 2 mention names 'coz those who've truly touched my lives know it. . .most of them r among those who r readin dis very blog dis very instant :)

To conclude, a few lines fm one of d songs V sang at our 12th std graduation. . .

How can I say thanks for the things you have done for me

Things so undeserved, yet you gave to prove your love for me

The voices of a million angels could not express my gratitude

And all that I am, and ever hope to be,

I owe it all to thee. . .

Thank you all :)

Problems kise nahin hoti? Sabko hoti hai. . .to isme kaunsi badi baat hai? Girna? Sambhalna? Nahi. . .hum jaante hai ki hamein girna hai, aur yeh bhi jaante hai ki kuch haalaton mein hamein koi dhakka dekar girane waale hai, to hum uske liye bhi tayyaar hote hai. . .lekin har baar girne par chot to lagti hi hai. . .aur zakhm chahe naye ho ya purane, taqleef to hoti hi hai. . .chot lagne ki hamein kitni bhi aadat kyu na ho gayi ho, lekin har baar dukh hota hai. . .shaayad isi liye har baar kisi apne ke chot pahuchaane par ro padti hoon. . .

Aise haalaton mein insaan kya karta hai? Kuch log apna dukh kisi ke saath baanthte hain, kuch apne hi andar use dabaate hai, kuch askhon se unhe dhote hai, aur hum mein se kuch bahut badi galti kar baethte hai. . .apni bhadaas hum kisi aur par nikaalte hai. . .ek aise insaan par jo humare bahut kareeb hota hai. . .ek aisa insaan jo us ghusse ka haqdaar nahi hota. . .aur woh baat us insaan ka dard ban jaata hai, aur is tarah dard ka ek maano chakravyuh sa ban jaata hai. . .aap mein se har koi jo mere is lekhan to padh raha hai, aap sab se ek hi binti hai. . .bhale hi aapko meri kahi hui koi bhi baat pasand na aayi ho, lekin meri is baat par zaroor ghaur ki jiyega. . .kabhi bhi apna ghussa ek aise insaan par mat nikaalna jo na to us ghusse ka kaaran hai, aur nahi uska haqdaar. . .bas, is ek darqwaast se main aapna yeh lekhan samaapt karti hoon. . .