4 a tubelight like me, d presence of dear friends is not only a pleasure n a luxury, it's a necessity! They tell me things abt myself I didn know, didn realize, denied even. . .ya, 4 my level of self awareness, God I need such ppl!. . .my friends, philosophers, guides, ego boosters (oh big tym!), teachers, my 'crushometers'! N it's amazin how they've brought out d best in me, yes, they didn jus c it, they BROUGHT it out. . .pull it out fm depths it'd been pushed into, deliberately n otherwise. . .they give meanin n direction 2 my life, make me think (read as RITS- Ramya Induced Thinking Syndrome!) abt a lotta things tat missed my notice. . .thanks ain't big enuf a word ppl. . .

N there's d other side. . .I have sumwhere been unfair 2 them, very unfair. . .they're a part of my life, but how much do they know abt it? I was aware of dis even before, never gave it much thot, now another short circuit, another RITS goin on in d head, I don wanna leave dis world an 'unknown' person, literally so 2 speak. . .ppl have d right 2 know me n they've d right 2 know d person they've dun so much 4. . .they will, tat's a promise, n I'll fulfil it. . . I need jus a li'l tym, startin trouble U c, but it's gonna happen, I'll make it happen, tat's a promise. . .