Ah :) spoke too soon :) here comes d pain :) n there it goes. . .n bk again. . .hmmm :) but I dunno if one has d right 2 complain if one deserves it :P God knows. . .n sadly I don't. . .there's dis fine, really fine strand of thread I'm holdin on2 for dear life :) there were two such strands, one broke. . . :) n now there's one more. . .2 go ultimately. . . :) like I sd, waters unchartered :) never thot I'd land here :) d love's still mine n so r d memories :) but ya things can get better. . . :)