Monday, March 19, 2012

I'm sure U guys have seen movies where bits of ur life, d roughest n sweetest patches of it, kinda float into ur mind here n there, happens all the time in real. . .atleast mere saath. . .

Aur in yaadon mein toh sabse zyaada apne doston ko paati hoon. . .apne paathshaala ke dost, jin ke saath bachpan beeta hai. . .khel kood, paddhai, nokjhok, hasi, pariksha. . .khadoos adhyaapak, aur woh log, dost aur bade log, jinhone ek chhoti si ladki ko bin baat par ek do baar rulaaya tha. . .ummeed hai woh doosron ko rulaane ke alaawa bhi zindagi mein kuch haasil kar ke aage badh paaye hai! :P

N then college. . .more friends, closer bonding, bein a sane person in an insane institution! Some of the best yrs of my life. . .Lit classes, Hindi classes (zzz. . .), saree days, coll fests (aur unpar aate kuch cute bandhein ;) ) n all those b'day treats n bunkin to eat chaat or jus hang out by d arch. . .a place n time where I made friends within n some very close friends outside college. . .haan yeh baat alag hai ki usme se ek do doston ne. . .chalo bol hi deti hoon, par apne andaaz mein. . .woh gaana yaad aata hai. . . "dil aisa kisi mera toda, barbaadi taraf aisa moda. . .ek bhale maanush ko . . .amaanush banaake chhoda. . ." :) aur jab un doston to khud ki khushaali ke khaatir maaf kiya, tab aur bhi mahaan log gale pad gaye! :P

But there were once these intellectual ppl, who made quotes like "In just two days, tomorrow will be yesterday" and "For every dark night, there's a brighter day" n so on. . .n they've such fantastic quotes in Hindi also, bolo! :P Na na, I ain't trying to b cynical, lekin in sab baaton ko actually samajh ne mein bahut waqt lagta hai. . .sab saamp kaat ta hai, tab hum do mein se ek karte hain. . .ya toh hum apne aap ko sambhaalne ki koshish karte hai. . .ya phir ghusse aur peedha mein us saamp ke peeche lag jaate hai. . .aur zyaadatar log wahi karte hain. . .saamp ke peeche lag jaate hain. . .aur yeh bhool jaate hai saamp ne toh apna kaam kar diya hai. . .usne humaari zehen mein vish bhar diya hai. . .aur agar hum apna ilaaj na kare, toh woh vish dheere dheere hamein khatam karne lagta hai. . .U can call it the deemak (termite) effect :P

Hee hee, it's so much easier to laugh things off, now tat U've climbed the mountain :) things have taken a while to sweep clean coz of an ongoing dominos effect. . .par ab sab kachda zehen se baahar. . .yeh dusshera poore teen saal chali, ab mar gaya Raavan. . .n guess wat? I'M BACK!!! :D :D :D
Mere zindagi ke pichle do saal. . .

Apno se paraayi,
Nav duniya ki or. . .
Aur jab paayi maine khushi
Tab mach gaya shor. . .

Adchan pe adchan,
Taane aur sawaal
In hi mein kat gaye
Mere pichle do saal. . .

Kitaabon aur paddhaai ke beech
Mujhe bhi ho gaya pyaar
Lekin kuch log napaawat
Ab kya bataaoon yaar!

Bin baat par lad pade,
Bura tha mera haal
Aansoon aur ghuttan mein guzre
Mere pichle do saal. . .

Shaayad yeh sab kaafi na tha
Ki shareer ne bhi saath chhoda. . .
Bhukhmari aur maansik tanaav ne
Meri sehat ko toda. . .

Ladki se bani gubbaara main
Nyasargon ka hua bhuchaal
Unhe suljhaane mein nikal gaye
Mere pichle do saal. . .

Har surang ke anth mein ujaala
Yeh bhi maine seekha. . .
Baaton ko ek kaan se andar
Aur naakh se baahar cheenka. . .

Meri bimaari ka hai nuska
Nahin hai koi kamaal
Thi kuch apnon ka saath, so beet gaye
Mere pichle do saal. . .

PS: Make tat teen saal, d yr before those two yrs was quite a roller coaster too :P :P :P
Kyun nahi hai poora
Chand falak par
Amaavasya se poonima tak
Kaisa yeh ajeeb darr?

Pankh failaaye khadaa,
Naachne ko betaab mor
Par varsha na hui ab tak,
Phir bhi dekhta us or. . .

Beej toh bo diya,
Par uga nahi daana
Is beech pani aur dhoop ka,
Laga rahega aana jaana

Kuch jag toh gaya hai,
Par savera nahi hua abhi
Lekin haar raat ki hoti ek din
Subah bhi hogi kabhi :)