Sunday, January 3, 2010

Distinct, distant voices. They were talkin about sum1. . .she opened her eyes and saw familiar faces. . .n smiled :) every face she expected 2 c was there. . .but her eyes searched 4 one more. . .jus one. . .d one. . .exhausted as she was, she closed her eyes. . .jus 2 rest a bit. . .so tat she may have d strength 2 continue again. . .she knew not how long after, but she felt a gentle touch :) she didn even have 2 open her eyes 2 know who it was :) but she opened them neway. . .4 a look, tat look. . .She lay, holding his hand, nothin sd between them, yet all understood. . .as was always they always did. . .

Another face. . .dis one she disliked. . .nay, abhorred. . .n turned her face wid a strong force. . .n looked bk a li’l while later, jus 2 c if he still stood there. . .n he did. . .a sympathetic smile on his face. . .sympathetic? She didn want his sympathy. . .not his. . .n sympathy? Y was he ‘sympathetic’? She didn understand. . .there was a hint of triumph on his face tat disturbed her. . .as though callin her foolish for her beliefs. . .which beliefs? She was confused. . .n worried. . .but fell asleep soon again. . .

She woke up. . .n stepped out of her room. . .it had been a while since she last did tat. . .she looked yet again 4 d face tat lit hers. . .but dis tym, it was missin. . .she became desperate. . .frantic. . .ah, hide n seek. . .there it was :) she ran towards it. . .2 hell wid d looks ppl were givin her. . .she filled herself in his arms. . .n didn realize 4 how long. . .her eyes closed, baskin in d immense joy she was experiencin. . .n then, it was tym 2 open them. . .n ppl were still lookin. . .y did things look so wrong? She knew not. . .till her eyes fell on d mirror. . . n she saw. . .her eyes fixed on it for a considerable amt of tym. . .her eyes glistened. . .n she quitely slipped bk in. . .sat 2 herself 4 a bit, seemingly calm, but mind racin wid thots. . .n she fell asleep, yet again. . .

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